shar

2006-10-28T07:58:00.000-07:00

alright guys!i know i haven't been posting lately, but here goes.

friday was the last day of school and i was like super sad.everyone was! its like. this year passed sooo fast cann!at first, all hated the whole class. of course, including myself!and just as we had gotten used to each other's company and all, they just HAD to separate us. what the hell luh!i've got lots to say to members of 2H. but i'll just dedicate messages to these few special people in my life in TWOHUMILITYOHSIX!

PUNNAYE! well, having known you for this year was simply great. though we just got to know each other well, i really enjoyed the wonderful moments spent together.you know, the stupid crapping and all? heh. i really do hope that we'll be in the same class next year again.ohwells. you rawk on, ait? and pleasee! BLANKOOT IS SO NOT FUNNY! STOP YOUR STUPID LAUGHTER!

BESTEST TWINNIE! hey you! YOU SHOULD REALLY GO SEE A DOCTOR. YOU'RE POSSESSED BY THE DEVIL. I SO KNOW THAT YOU LOVE ME! JUST ADMIT IT, WILL YOU! HAHAHA! alright. enough of the crapping! well, all i wanna say is that you are a great friend. being with you makes me wanna smile!(: you NEVER fail to make me smile. all the bullshitting pays off, you know!rarr! yes yes, you helping me to change my blogskin huh! thanks plenty!thanks for mltose!:D

STARS! hey! it was a super success that we closed dumb wushu down huh! stupid COCONUT HEAD! CAN'T STAND HER! ARGHH!remember. HONEY+STARS=HONEY STARS. SUGAR+STARS does not give you HONEY STARS,you know! so, CONCLUSION- I NEED YOU, YOU NEED ME! STAND BY ME, OKAY!(:

BIMBO! HEY YOU! YOU STILL OWE ME LETTERS OKAY! AND STOP PEEPING WHILE I WRITE THEM. so, what should i eat next time? i'll call you. and please stop being SO flirtacious! keep saying this dude is so hot, that dude is so sexy. what the hell luh. please be like me, and not lq. ANTI FLIRTACIOUS, ANTI VAIN!:D

DANCING PARTNER! acting was a total disaster! oh my! well, i love dancing with you! totally awesome and exciting. hahaha. come up with new steps, alright? then we'll go around showing off to others again!(: score well, and rock on!

GRACE! hey bitch! you stupid smartie pants! pleasse for goodness sake, stop scoring so well! i HATE you! one day, i'll form a ANTI SMARTIE PANTS ASSOCIATION. I'LL BE so AGAINST YOU! UGHH!REMEMBER. GO TO THE CLASS WHERE YOU THINK YOU CAN DO BETTER IN. DON'T COME TO THE SIX SUBJECT COMBINATION CLASS JUST BECAUSE OF FRIENDS, ALRIGHT? FOLLOW YOUR HEART!<3

JILLIAN! HEY! you uh! how can reply my postcards in such puny papers? like a postcard torn into two! how can?! so much for all my effort put in! tsktsktsk. this is UNACCEPTABLE BEHAVIOUR! anyways, you take care and let those teeth of yours shine like mine with the colgate whitening ait!

SWEET PARTNER! thanks for the sweets provided during english. and the TUITIONS given to me ON THE DAY OF EXAMS ITSELF. HAHAHA!remember not to let others bully to easily okay! please, do not be a pushover! stand up for yourself. KEEP THIS IN MIND! YOU HAVE YOUR VIEWS, YOUR OPINIONS, YOUR RIGHTS! OTHERS DON'T HAVE THE RIGHT TO PUT YOU DOWN!

alright. i'm done, i guess. take care aand god bless.
LOVES TRUCKLOADS!<3<3<3
TOODLES!:D:D

2006-10-24T22:42:00.000-07:00

look at the BOOTIFUL picture i did during photoshop!
sweet partner helped to post it! THANKS MUCH!(:
STAR'S DESIGNED ONES ARE PRETTY TOO!
TOODLES!:D:D

2006-10-05T23:43:00.001-07:00

heyhey. here to post again(:

well, lets see. many didn't come,but. ohwells.

we've told them not to pon, but they still do it. not that we never say. not our fault. and, FYI, school was GREAT! was in a good mood today. SO unlike yesterday mann. having migrane and all. what the hell. OH, gillian and bro were talking last night. and she somehow became XIAO LIAN. i wonder why. i SO swear that it wasn't me. and she wrote a letter to XIAO BENG. so funny luh.

anyway. i was drawing drawing drawing hearts today. gill and gen sat with us. mdm rahimah gave us ALOT of hints. so glad i came(: hope i'll be able to do well! oh, and found out that we having the exams next week in the HALL! so scary luh. like so bloody serious mann. OH GOSH! but yet, it'll be super DUPER COSY! yayy!:D CAN'T WAIT. oh, i'm off to carry lanterns tonight.(: i hope i get a hmm.. flowerly flowery nice one.(: oh, i'm having mee siam too. YAYY! thanks to granny. okay, got to go study now. exam are like, so friggin close.

BYEE!!:D:D
LOVES!!<3<3

2006-10-05T00:00:00.000-07:00

okay, i haven't been posting lately. but, alot has happened. so, here goes.

i'll just do yesterday's and today's. heck the rest.(:
well, beat, akina, grace, chloe, gladys, jillian, kelly and many more didin't go school yesterday. it was quite fun thoh. surprisingly- haha. we watched little red riding hood thanks to LKT. it was like so funny. the goat was the cutest!(: anyway, we offed the lights and all after that. and that annoying dorothy keep disturbing me! what the hell la. she's such a pest. when i wanted to watch, she would like keep staring at me. as if i OUGHT to do it. oh my god luh! then, after school, we went to compass to meet beat and akina. went mos-ing. we told beat about the geog stuff and she was like- you all not glnne tell grace and all ah? we planned not to, but were obviously joking right. i mean, are we really THAT mean? NO. such a obvious answer. who wouldn't have figured that out?! rarr! anyways, aftr that, beat and akina were like SUPER cold towards me, i don't know why. but was okay when taking loads of pics.

then, they were cold today again. super contradicting luh. grace was like all so cold too. but luckily jillian and gladys weren't. they were all against val and i luh. during maths, they keep calling vanessa. what the hell. but mr teo was there. haha. that funny dude. HE SAID I'M HARDWORKING! WAHAHA! well, of course i am.(: having a headache and feeling exhausted for the whole day made it.. i don't know good or bad. may be good because i din't really think about it? but bad because it made me feel worse.:( i'm so hungry.(i'm so sorry this is RANDOM)

okay, i'm done. shall try to post soon.:D
BYEE!!:D:D

2006-08-06T06:13:00.000-07:00

KAKAK'S GONE!
sigh.
i miss her!
she's like our elder sis la.
so sad.

anyway, mopped the WHOLE DAMN PLACE today.
so tiring.
didn't know our house was so dirty.
haa.
went to crystal jade at toa payoh after that.
wahaha.the food's good
spent like the whole day there(wonder how we did that)
then went to visit my cute little ah gong at sgh.
everytime we see him, he'll be sleeping(which is only twice)
what a pig!
heh!

TODDLES:D:D
thanks beatrice, for helping me print my work.
i<3>
and my bimbo cousin, bimbo friend, girlfriend, mr blunt, my husband thief.
wahaha! you guys should be honoured you're here, ALRIGHT!(:

2006-03-15T06:33:00.000-08:00

ITS AMERICA'S NEXT TOP MODEL TIME!
WOOHOO!
I LOVE AMERICA'S NEXT TOP MODEL!
YAY!(:
choo's watching too.

TOODLES.

2005-11-20T09:30:00.000-08:00

haven't been posting for AWHILE huh? anyway, i'll just talk about yesterday. have been staying at godmama's place, but shane, jessica and i stayed at aunt judy's onfriday. went for breakfast in the morning, then headed to sentosa. HAD CANDYFLOSS!! woohoo! we then went for some concert thingy. jolyn, zhang dong liang, ou de yang, lin shun jie, and that singapore singer was there. like. who the hell is lin shun jie? i only know lin JUN jie. and he's good. and whoops, i don't know who that singapore singer is. haa. i saw ou de yang's face. haa. okay la. not bad. but.. more of the ugly side? haha. stayed at jessica's place after that. and here i am posting. ohwells will post soon. i hope?(:

2005-06-13T19:44:00.000-07:00

just came back from hazy hongkong
late last night.hongkong was fun,fun,fun!
did LOTS of shopping!i bought footwear,
accesories,shorts,skirts,wallets,purses.ALOT!

but,although our family had fun,the others weren't.
we could tell.it was agreed that this trip was a
free and easy one.but,it didn't turn out that way.
when dad and mum wanted to go to a certain place,
and the others wanted to go to another,they argued.
and most of the time,OUR family had to give in.when
the ladies argued,my mum always is the one who gets
"bullied".maybe becuase she's the only lady whom
married into the family.maybe.

anyway,its all over.thankfully.i really hope it
won't happen again.even in singapore.
because,personally,i don't think this is how a
big family should be.i think it should be where
everyone is kind and caring,loving,and forgiving.
and also that everyone should learn to give in.

oh!it's mummy's birthday today.everyone's going to
godmama's house to celebrate!yay!another gathering!
I LOVE FAMILY GATHERINGS!: D

2005-06-08T19:12:00.000-07:00

leaving for hongkong tml.
and i wont be around for four days.
can't wait to leave sunny island,
leaving all the bad memories here,
and bringing all the good ones along.

plan on getting the rubbishers gifts.
hmm.twin better get us gifts too.if not,
she's going to get it!
BWAHAHAHA!

the worst birthday ever!

2005-05-25T21:40:00.000-07:00

THIS IS THE WORST BIRTHDAY EVER!
i went to school,as per normal.
friends wished me happy birthday.
and i was eff-ing lucky my mama
didnt annouce it to the whole class,
and request that they sing me the
birthday song.because,thats
what she usually does.and thats
what i'm going to do when its hers!
hurr!

anyway,i hate my this year's birthday
because it SUCKS!SERIOUSLY.

in the morning,after assembly in the
hall,mrs das had a powerpoint
presentation that she and the other
teachers prepared for us[the whole school.]
they started off with sjc's values.integrity and all.
then,went to lesbianism,piercings,and these kind of shit.
they showed us pictures of infected ear,tummy,
and tongue piercings!like-GROSS!they also
showed us pictures of guy's and girl's private areas.
like,what's with them?we're oh so innocent,and they
pollute our minds by showing us these kind of stuff.
well,i don't know if the others are innocent.
but I AM!
and when they showed the girl's one,everyone went
ewwing and turning away from the screen.
but i couldn't really see clearly.so i looked closer,
and saw the word that represents it.yupp.THAT
word.and went EEWW!!

oh.after that,we went for recess.after recess,we went
to our common test classroom,and relaxed for the
WHOLE day.soon,ms charles asked for all
secondary one students to go to the hall.she went through
all sec one classes's marks.all students who failed four or more
subjects had to stand.well,when it came to our class,fatimah and
aunty escaped.i had to stand.ON MY BIRTHDAY!like,what the hell?
everyone was so surprised.they went:sharleen!
haha.surprised aye?

then,celebrated birthday at home.cut another
cake.muahaha.
i have two cakes for my birthday this year!
woohoo!

mr newton show aint over yet.
shall go continue watching.
BYE :D :D

I LOVE THE POOPOO STOOL!

2005-05-24T09:16:00.000-07:00

the rubbishers[mummy,aunty,and fatimah]
went out yesterday.they got me my birthday
present!haha.the present is a baby taz stool.
CUTE!and fatimah and i were fighting over
the stool at the locker.i was pooing and they
keep disturbing me.
aiyo
cannot poopoo peacefully.

the BIG stool was beside me the whole day,
and i has to hug it home.
haha.
everyone was like staring at me.
so malu.
but,I STILL LOVE THE STOOL!
MY POOPOO STOOL!
MY TOILET BOWL! :D :D

ohwells.i'm going poopooing again.

BYE!

SILLY US!

2005-05-23T22:52:00.000-07:00

vesak day today.
stayed over at godmama's house
last night.
slept on cheryl jie's bed and shawn
korkor had to carry me down to the
mattress.i was awake,but didnt really care.
rather make him carry me than walk!haha.
i'm not lazy okay?

coloured my hair again.
korkor too.
godmama mixed purple,red,and brown
together!haha.
and turned out..weird.
haha.
like brown with red.
yupp.
dad wasnt supposed to know that we
coloured our hair.
we avoided him like mad.
godma,jiejie,and mummy helped us.
haha
mummy helped me with my hair.
no one helped korkor,and he was scared.
godma was passing him the conditioner halfway
when daddy came up.so they ran into different directions.
damn funny la.

anyway,in the end,he found out.
he asked if i coloured my hair and i said yes.
he didnt scold me!
how silly of us.
we were avoiding him for no bloody reason.

ohwells,enjoyed myself today.
BYE! :D :D

ohhlala!i love the cake!

2005-05-22T22:43:00.000-07:00

celebrated my birthday with cousins
and all at godmama's house today.
received a present from victor korkor
and charmaine.its a mug with the words
"property of the princess" printed on it.
and krystal jiejie was so so jealous.
she have been eyeing that mug.
haha
too bad for her!

well,i hated the part when everyone
sang me the birthday song,and the part
when we took pictures.
so cuckoo.sit in the middle.like what the hell.
but the best part was when i got to EAT THE CAKE!
I LOVE THE CAKE!
SO YUMMY!
STRAWBERRYY!
woohoo!

i'm so not egoistic.

2005-05-21T23:37:00.000-07:00

shane's sick.
hmm.
kor and i woke up early in the
morning to accompany mama
to the docs.

went to macs for breakfast first.
saw jaz,the girl kor really really
loves.
hmm.
kor made me look after chia
hao en while he went to have
fun with her.HMMPH!!
so mad with him!
ohwells.
got to learn to forgive and forget
huh?
yupp yupp!!

went popular after that.
to get some a4 pad.
kor went to the library to
pass her something.
hmm.
went home after that,
and prepaired for cat class.

well,we left the house early.
kor wanted to see her.
so,yupp.
haha.
was wearing skirt,shirt and heels.
believe it.
she saw my nails and said she like it.
hurhur((:
what can i say?
i rock!
EGO!!
haha.
really wonder how she survived in
popular for..three hours?
hmm.

after cat class,we stayed at home
for awhile,then left for mass.
well,mama didn't go.
she had to look after baby.

uhuh.
then came home for dinner.

and here i am!

okay.
got to go.

BYE!!

what a bad day!

2005-05-20T23:37:00.000-07:00

i got back all my marks for mids.
okay.i know i failed for overall.
among the rubbishers,
i'm the only one.
and naturally,i'll be sad.

yesterday,fatimah and aunty
was like"teasing"me about it.
maybe the didn't mean to do that.
i won't know.
but that was how i felt.
first,they helped me calculate.
they said i failed for overall.
i was okay about it.
still talking and stuff.
then,they calculated and told me
i passed.
so,i was happy.
i mean,who won't be?
they thought that something was wrong
and calculated again.
they then told me that i failed.
i was like-what's with them?
i know i failed but they don't have to
treat me like that.do they?
are they teasing me or what?
so i was half mad and half sad.
i went back to my seat and
cried,silently.

and today?
i was sitting at my seat,
doing my maths work silently.
they drew a table,
wrote all the rubbishers's names,
and marks.
including overall.
among the rubbishers,i was the only
one who failed for overall.
so i saw it,
and passed it back to them.
they then passed it to me again!
what's with them?
so,i lay my head on the table and tried to rest,
thinking about this whole thing.
then aunty came over and asked me not to be
sad,and tried to console me.
i mean,if she don't want me to be sad,
then why even remind me about it?

after school,had the stupid
multimedia course.
well,supposed to go for wushu.
so i went to tell wushu teacher that can't make it.
she demanded a letter from my parents,explaining
why i cannot make it for today's lesson and last week's.
okay.
last week i didn't go because i went to junction eight
with mummy,aunty and fatimah.
exam ended at 11+ and wushu starts at 4!
what am i supposed to do for 4+ hours?!
so my mama asked me to skip wushu.
haha
whee((:
anyway,felicia and i left the multimedia course
early,and went for wushu.
we playe with our swords.
the sword was like,SO HEAVY!
anyway,better than punching air like we
usually do huh?
haha.
didn't have to bring home the sword like they did
last week!
phew.
especially when taking public transport.
everyone will be staring at you!
i'm so so lucky!

went to godmama's house after that.
had dinner and then stayed in the hall,watching tv.
soon,i feel asleep.
mama,godma,cheryl jie and grands asked me to bathe.
but didn't want to.
too sleepy!
so cheryl jie had to drag me into the toilet.
HMMPH!
was grumbling!
so mad with her!

ohwells.now i smell SO GOOD!
haha.

got to go!

BYE!

why weren't you there with me when i needed you?

2005-05-19T23:03:00.001-07:00

i feel sad.
like there's something missing.
not sure what it is though.
but its just like
sunset without the sun?
yeah.

i don't know where the problem
lies.but today is just strange.
in class,i felt like crying.
but i don't want to cry infront of so
many people.so i just lay my head on
my table,tried to sleep,and forget
about everything.but everytime
i was about to fall asleep,
my friends came over and asked
if i was alright.they thought i cried.
well,i did.silently.
i just didn't want anyone to know.
i bottle up all my feelings.
its kept in there,deep in there.
it's in there and will be there forever.

no one understands me.no one.
and they don't,never will,
and never can.
not a single soul.
they think that everything is
perfect in my life.
but in actual fact,it ain't at all.
i just put up a strong front so that no one
willl look down on me.

i want to live happily.
i don't mind if its simple.
just no arguements,especially at home.
it really hurts when i see my parents argueing
with my brother.

our family is living in darkness.
we are.
my parents are at ends meets.
my dad comes home late from work everyday.
my mum tries to save on everything she can.
she even skip lunches just to save.
my younger brother having not as much toys
as my elder brother and i used to have.
my elder brother having relationship problems.
and me?
i'm not sure.
i don't know what's going on in my life at all.
i'm confused.
with everything.
sometimes,i just want to cry,but tell myself
i can't.because i can't let the others look
down on our family.

today's posting ain't really done.
have to continue tml.

bye.

photo taking!

2005-05-18T23:17:00.000-07:00

daddy was strange.
on the way to school
today,he told me that
as a girl,i should learn
not to "i love you"
here and "i love you"
there so frequently.
haha.
SO STRANGE!!
like i would.
NO WAY!

fatimah cried again.
not too sure why.
we were sitting together
and she just broke out.
aunty and meimei cried too!
since so many rubbishers cried,
i officially named 1805 the
"rubbishers's crying day!!"
and today[180505]is the first!
woohoo!

our class took photos!
everyone got into their various
groups,took pictures and were
happy!yay!
there were 7 shots left.
we took one picture of goh boon
hong say:"I BOX YOU!!"
haha.thats what she always says.
SO FUNNY!
we also took a picture of goh boon
hong with mrs knoo.
NICE!
we also took another picture.
everyone who wanted to take just took.
and it was nicely done[by the so called
professional photographer who took
pictures slanted.haha.chengcheng]

there were..4? shots left?
yupp yupp!
four.
we asked if anyone else wanted to take
and no one wanted.
SO,THE RUBBISHERS TOOK!
i think the class would get mad with
us when they find out.
but THEY didn't want to take!
so we're not to blame!

and what's with that bitch?
when we called for the rubbishers
[for photo taking],she looked up
and smiled to either fatimah or
meimei.can't remember.
OOPSIE!!
but,the point is,SHE AINT
PART OF THE FAMILY NO MORE!
DON'T SHE UNDERSTAND?!?!
and there was this HUGE HUGE HUGE
pimple on her nose!
hahahahahaha.
i was laughing at her.
okay.
i'm so mean.
but i can't help it!
its just so huge and funny!

ohyah.
i've got my geog and art marks.
i failed my geog paper.
22/100?how's that?
good?hmm.
i got 69/100 for art.
which is sooooo bad!
ahh!
i'm so dead.

got to go and sleep!
hope:
*no one else cries tml.
*i can control my laughter.
*the rubbish family will be happy
forever and ever((:

BYE!!

where have peace gone to?

2005-05-17T23:31:00.000-07:00

got back my mother tongue,history and
mathematics examination marks.
well..
did real badly.
i passed my mother tongue
[the rubbishers were so angry with me]
i failed my history.hmm.26/100
how's that?
nice?
i passed my mathematics.
FINALLY!!
i've been failing.

fatimah cried.
and i hate it when she cries.
actually,i'll hate it when any of the
rubbishers cry.
but its just so saddening.
she's ALWAYS so cheerful.
and i ALWAYS see a smile on her face.
well,maybe i ALWAYS see a smile at the
beginning of each day,not for the whole day.
heard that she cried partly because of that
bitch,and partly because of her results.
i don't get it.why is it that everytime
cute little fatimah cries,its because of that
bitch?why can't she just stop disturbing the
rubbishers?SHE'S NOT PART OF THE
FAMILY ANYMORE!WHY CAN'T
SHE GET THESE FEW SIMPLE
WORDS IN THAT PEA BRAIN OF
HERS?I KNOW SHE'S DUMB.I
KNOW SHE'S STUPID.but,THAT stupid?!
THAT dumb?!
okay.maybe i REALLY think too highly of her.

hope fatimah feels better tml.
can't wait to skip around with her
and do the thingy we just came up with.
can't wait to see a BIG SMILE on
her face again.

shan't think about that bitch and how she
made a member of the rubbishers sad
anymore.
shall go and SLEEP!
shan't waste my beauty time on those kind
of people.
THEY JUST WASTE PEOPLE'S
TIME AND LOVE.
AND THEY ALSO DON'T
APPRECIATE OTHERS!
THEY THINK THAT THEY
ARE THE BESTEST OF THE
BESTEST OF THE BESTEST!
THEY CRITICISE OTHERS!

okay.
shan't scold people anymore.
wait.
they aren't people!
there i go again.

okay.
i'm really stopping it.
if i continue,
i won't be able to stop.

BYE!!

one grace rocks.don't deny.

2005-05-16T19:35:00.000-07:00

i've got to admit something.

ONE GRACE ROCKS!!
woohoo!!!
okay.
i'm mad.
do i have to admit?
nah.
haha.

according to our vice-principal,
we're all supposed to check
our examination papers,
have lessons and do our usual stuff in
school today.
well,every class in school did that
except one grace of course.
haha.
we were having lots of fun!
everyone just sat in groups and chatted
among themselves.
and when the people from other classes
walk pass our class,
they looked so so jealous of us.

anyway,yesterday some ah beng scolded my
papa.REAL papa.i feel like slapping his face.
but,NAH!shan't dirty my clean hands.((:
haha.

well,i have to go.bye!!

lalala.

2005-05-14T13:12:00.000-07:00

screwed my science paper on thursday.
so difficult!!
anyway,last paper yesterday.

after the paper,yi xuan's guy friend came
to our school.with his friends of course.
the preston guy.
so short!!and ugly.we were so mean.
teasing him.haha.but grace and i didn't
really care about them.we were just
skipping around until grace herself was
tired.

after that,we went to aunty's house to
change.well,actually we also took
alot of her money.

then,we headed down to junction eight.
bought adeline a very very cute present,
went for lunch,then caught a show.
coach carter!!it was great!
just that there were two bitches
sitting beside me.
when we used our phone to sms
our friends or something,they sounded
irritated.and it was before the show even
started!!when my mummy and aunty went
to the loo,they called them cheebyes.
but the bitch beside me talked on the
phone during the show!TWICE!!
my aunty asked me to scold them.but i said
that we have patience.unlike them.
hmm.really angry.

ohwells.got to go.bye!!